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HER LULLABY

Everyday is so wonderful. And, suddenly it's hard to breathe. Now and then, i get so insecure. From all the fame, I'm so ashamed. Trying to fill the emptiness, The piece is gone, the puzzle is undone. That's the way it is. She's getting out of bed at half past ten. She starts to comb her hair, just an ordinary day. She looks at the reflection off the wall and looking at the people passing her by. It could be you and an ordinary day that's hurting her...


Friday, December 26, 2008, 8:08 AM

I'm stunned when Dad broke the news to me in the morning.
I reacted very anxiously, and I could see that his eyes are red when he's back.

My Uncle - Our Nanny Daddy , passed away.

I teared the moment i heard that, because he and my aunt took care of us since we were very young. I have no idea why i called Shishi, I can't accept the fact and I need someone to tell me it will be fine.


We headed down to Isetan Private Sales and Metro Expo Sales.
It was totally madness, crazily packed with people! And I didn't bought any make-ups or any clothings cos' I was so listless for the whole day. We saw Derrick ( Our agent), YuLing ( SHU ) , Lisa ( Paul n Joe) and the bastard from Bioterm. It's probably not my shopping day. Guess what, at least I bought a few packets of jelly home.


I'm going to be busy with the funeral for the next few days. And, I'm going down tomorrow to help out. Hopefully, I can control my emotions and be strong!



Last Goodbye..